Keith is home .Life is ....wow.
Wow about sums up the last month , a whirlwind of WOW .
He got off the bus yesterday with his trademark smile . beautiful as usual ( damn him he didn't age in ten years) and this amazing brightness in his face that literally beamed.He squeezed me so tight I felt like I was being crushed and my poor aching , arthritic/fibromyalgic body felt as if ten years of pain and suffering had been lifted off my shoulders .The power of love and a look .Amazing things.No one has ever looked at me quite the way he does . makes one feel a if morning has broken and the dawn is never ending.I haven't felt this joyful in forever . not since my daughter was born.
It will be a long journey , fraught with obstacles and barricades ...but , it doesn't matter.we have each other and with him at my side , boosting me and encouraging me and reminding me everyday that , YES I am amazing , I can do anything.
and the good spanking every now and then when I forget doesnt hurt either .