Monday, October 15, 2012
Yes, we all know by now that I am horrid at keeping up with this blog thing.
I am lazy, slightly uncouth and unmotivated.
I am also newly ( sort of ) engaged to the most amazing man I've ever met.and he loves me EXACTLY as I am ..all Gothy and kinky and princessy and foul mouthed .How did I get so lucky ?I didn't .I took matters into my own hands.
I feel like writing again .it's been too long . the only problem with that is I tend to write better ( creatively) if I have a partner .
I had several partners . one is dead , one is MIA and the other ...while I occasionally miss her , I feel like she is too far-gone .
I have ideas , but typing them out and then following through .
Clair believed in me , she always did . I feel like Ive let her down.
I need to write
where to start ?
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
An update so egregiously late in coming .
It's been a while.let me catch you up.
Keith and I split in Sept of 2010.
my beautiful best friend Clair passed away on my sons birthday , one week after a family friend left this world.
in July I met for the first time an old friend I never knew , only to wish him a happy life and wave him goodbye . the very same evening I met the man of my dreams .
Shelly and I ,( also known as dr. cooper , affectionately) have been inseparable since . he's given me a promise ring and we plan to eventually get engaged , merge families and be married.he's the kindest man ive ever known.
sometime before Christmas I lost my other best friend . Brent. I can only assume that his wife had some sort of a hissy fit of jealousy or something of the like and he dropped from the face of the earth.no word . no why or explanation.it hurt. quite a lot .he was and still is the only other person besides Clair who REALLY knew me.Shelly will learn , in time.
I've got an appointment for my surgical consult . I've been waiting two years for this next step.its scary as hell.
Ive been painting a lot . its calms me and at the same time infuriates me . but the results are passable as art .Shelly feeds my addiction with paint and supplies.I love that man .
time to sign off , will try not let this blog go so far astray ...
Keith and I split in Sept of 2010.
my beautiful best friend Clair passed away on my sons birthday , one week after a family friend left this world.
in July I met for the first time an old friend I never knew , only to wish him a happy life and wave him goodbye . the very same evening I met the man of my dreams .
Shelly and I ,( also known as dr. cooper , affectionately) have been inseparable since . he's given me a promise ring and we plan to eventually get engaged , merge families and be married.he's the kindest man ive ever known.
sometime before Christmas I lost my other best friend . Brent. I can only assume that his wife had some sort of a hissy fit of jealousy or something of the like and he dropped from the face of the earth.no word . no why or explanation.it hurt. quite a lot .he was and still is the only other person besides Clair who REALLY knew me.Shelly will learn , in time.
I've got an appointment for my surgical consult . I've been waiting two years for this next step.its scary as hell.
Ive been painting a lot . its calms me and at the same time infuriates me . but the results are passable as art .Shelly feeds my addiction with paint and supplies.I love that man .
time to sign off , will try not let this blog go so far astray ...
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